I just spent the past hour reading through the old posts here. I haven’t done that in a while. It’s really weird. I don’t even recognize the guy who wrote them any more. One thing I noticed was that I was pretty damn confident that I would pull this thing off. Another thing I noticed is that I beat myself up too much sometimes.
This post still makes me sad when I read it.
My reaction to that post (the very next day) is the one that makes me laugh the most.